Mar 30, 2010

welcome to my life..or rather everyone's life..


lately obsessed with this song and i felt that this song was specially written for me..but only later did i realise that this was a part of everybody's life..

so just read through the lyrics and you will understand that you too felt the same at some point of your life.

"Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more?
Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

No one ever lied straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like, what it's like

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life"

have you ever felt the same? or am i wrong?

..there were times when i used put on my headphones and listen to this song in loop..those were times when i thought i was the only one suffering and now i realise how stupid i had been..

i am only 18 and i've already wasted so much time..now i have this urge to come out and do things myself..this post is only for myself and if not for me i wouldnt have realised.. i also understood that advices alone dont change a person. it all lies in how the person accepts things.

but i am glad for having done all those so called mistakes.. after all..we learn from mistakes..

there are lot more people who have nothing in life..be thankful for what you have.

HAPPY DAY =)

Mar 24, 2010

sacrifice!

what is sacrifice?

as to what the dictionary says, its the Relinquishment of something at less than its presumed value.

hmmm.. whatever it meant! but what i understand of it till now is that its something that you have to do to make others happy and appreciate when someone does it.

to me
sacrifice is something when, mom and dad wait for me to wake up to have breakfast! (this aint normal because they wake up hours before me and sit with empty stomachs,waiting for their prince n princess to wake up)

sacrifice is something when, my lil bro lets me sit on the PC though he wants to play computer games. (well he doesnt allow me to all the time, but still..)

sacrifice is something when, my friends make sure that all the curtains are drawn when i am asleep and they even go to the extend of moving in and around the room without the lights on. (sometimes all the mosquitoes in the room are hunted down too for me to sleep..)

sacrifice is something when, my teacher spares time to sit with me before exams so that i can do it well even though she has loads of work to do for the department.

sacrifice is something when, the maid in the hostel listens to me patiently every other time and waits till i am done with my work to clean the room. (she neednt wait for my room, because she can rather go to the next room instead of wasting her time)

sacrifice is something when, you go out with your friends to a particular restaurant and enjoy the meal though you dont like the cuisine there. (dedicated to two special friends)

sacrifice is something when, you let go of your loved ones because your few other loved ones wants you to do so.

sacrifice is something when, you are not forced, but when u do it with all your heart.

and most of all sacrifice is something when, lakshana sits up this late just to remember all those who had been the sources for her to understand what really sacrificing was. :P

and i hope all of u will sacrifice some time of yours to read this post and also dont forget to sacrifice time in giving true comments!!

love you all!

keep sacrificing!